Drug Rehabilitation that works

If I ate you would you love me? I’m trying new things but for some reason they never work out like I planed. What left is there to do? Cramming my life into a size that my ass doesn’t fit in… It looks like manage. I guess appetencies are everything If I worked out more then would I be more desirable or would I just feel less then perfect. What will it take for you to understand that I am not you I can be more fragile. And I would swear it hurts me more. But I will never let you see If I fucked you the way you secretly want me to, then would you love me? I have a problem remembering the difference between wheat thins and trisects Smoking more cigarettes then I ever expected to grow into Drinking less then a man with a problem But more then a recovered addict would consider safe I still like trying new things My mind runs with out me and in many ways I think I can never catch up And what dose self actualization have to do with me I’m still trying to find what thought trains lead me into abnormal locations Can they be mapped? Can I be mapped? I think I’m asking you to know me better then I know myself Is that even possible to achieve Or is it too much to ask
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HIGH: Confessions of an International Drug Smuggler by Brian O’Dea How a privileged son of Newfoundland became one of the worlds most efficient marijuana traffickers and then gave it all up. Brian’s website – www.brianodea.com An intriguing ad ran in the Employment Wanted section of a Toronto newspaper in February 2001: FORMER MARIJUANA SMUGGLER Having successfully completed a ten-year sentence, incident free, for importing 75 tons of marijuana into the United States, I am now seeking a legal and legitimate means to support myself and my family. Business experience: Owned and operated a successful fishing business — multi-vessel, one airplane, one island and processing facility. Simultaneously owned and operated a fleet of tractor-trailer trucks conducting business in the western United States. During this time I also participated in the executive level management of 120 people worldwide in a successful pot-smuggling venture with revenues in excess of 0-million US annually… Among the advertisers references was the US district attorney who was responsible for his arrest in 1990 and who had reminded the trial judge that the offence could carry the death penalty. The ad made news around the world and also captured the resilient spirit of Brian ODea, a remarkable man who, even in his darkest hours of addiction and criminality, never lost the love of family and friends. The ODea family is well known in government and legal circles in Newfoundland. But the familys …
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To hear this live on air Talk Of The Nation (twas the night before CHRISTMAS 2.0 visit www.npr.org ( Press listen Now STORM E starts @ 8:05 into the show) Twas the night before our eviction (Refugees of the Economy) Twas the night before our eviction From our adjustable rate mortgaged house. No forward address, no 3-month security deposit no average Joe the american bailout As the stock market just crashed 6 & a half years to the day Joe refinanced . His non-union job downsized him to the position of a hula hoop dance vs. quitn where theres no more retirement or benefits just the benefit of non gain full employment. As the result the children grow unaware, & hungry nestled 6 to each bed. Dreaming of video games, Face book names & basic cable While the reality of a derogatory credit score whos going to lease to me, co sign for me, or even loan to me ? Danced inside mom & dads head This stay at home mom in her work clothes Knowing the deputy sheriff would be in his cap With paper work to serve & day laborers to do everything but observe Just to put us out on our backs like our Property to be set on the Hedged front lawn, Snowy day Rainy Day – Garbage day it wont matter AND dont be hurting miss some tithes @ church And Not consistent enough is the word, message, sermon. But never the Chatter Yet Over by the window Dads phone lights up with a flash Its a bill collector @ 9:01 am wanting 350 dollars (not billion) Or its its going to hurt his credit real bad. If I had it, Id …