I’ve been on the drug for over a year now, and I’m tired. Tired of wasting all my money on it, my mind is tired, and my body is tired. I realize I can’t continue on this way, but at this point it’s all I know it seems. And in the back of my mind, I feel as if I’m going to be missing out on a lot of fun with a lot of new friends I’ve made. And then there’s the weight loss, sometimes I think that I’m addicted to the weight loss and not the drug. I can’t turn anywhere else for advice because the people that don’t know about, don’t need to find out and the ones that do are just as addicted as I am. I never thought I’d be in this boat, but now that I am, I need to find an oar.
I did crystal meth 5 times in my life. The last time I had sex while I was on it with my husband. It was amazing. My sex life with my husband isnt horrible now it just doesnt feel the same anymore. Could it be that the sex was so good while I was under the influence that it will never be the same??
I am dating a woman(shes 26) who at one time was addicted to meth, has two kids from 2 different dads, was abused by her past boyfriend, dropped out of high school not to mention other things. What i see (and only ever knew of her) she does nothing but go to college (she went back and finished high school) and plays and works with her 2 kids. She seems like a person who would never have done the things she said she had done. My question is can somebody really change that much and remain that way forever? I have asked her if she will ever go back to the way she used to be she tells me hell no. But it always sits in the back of my mind can somebody really change that much for good?
Im sort of a lifetime loser. I have3 lost and gained 100′s of pounds, have been obese, overweight, average, and anorexic. I grew up in a dysfunctional family, no father, and a crack/meth addicted mother who was abusive psychologically, physically, and emotionally. I struggled with my sexuality growing up, was ridiculed by friends and family for being gay, became addictd to drugs myself, and was a screw up in school, dropped out of college, have horrible credit, no good referances for jobs, 2 misdeamnor convictions, and a criminal drug record.I dont use drugs anymore though.I have never dated anyone seriously, and have all sorts of disorders, and pschological problems.
I live at home with my parents(who have since cleaned up) but they are still crazy, and i feel stuck in this pattern of self loathing and self abuse. I dont have any friends, and think im too ugly, and too damged with loads of baggage to even attempt having a relationship.
Is there any hope for me? What can i do to change my life?
How to meditate (Very simple method of meditation )
Kindly find the Photograph from web http://the-comforter.org/How_to_Meditate.html
sit in comfortable position .You can sit cross-legged on the floor, lie down, sit on a chair / couch etc., to meditate.
Look at Gurudev’s picture for a minute or two until you can remember the image.
Then close your eyes and pray / say silently to Gurudev, “Help me meditate for 15 minutes.” You can choose a time-limit according to your convenience, for eg., 5 / 10 /12 /… minutes.
Then, with your eyes still closed, think of Gurudev’s image at the place between your eyebrows (also known as the third eye). This means that you have to try to imagine Gurudev’s picture in your mind.
While thinking of the image, repeat silently (Chant) for 15 minutes the secret divine mantra given by Guru Siyag.
If you have not been initiated by Guru Siyag, silently chant the name of any divine or spiritual entity you believe in such as Gurudev, Krishna, Jesus, Eloheim, Allah, Holy Father, Om, Love, Truth, Kundalini, Energy, Peace etc.
During meditation, you may experience certain automatic yogic postures or movement of your limbs. Swaying, nodding of head, rapid movement of head from left-to-right or vise versa, inflating or deflating of belly, clapping, grunting, moaning or laughing can happen in many cases. Do not panic or worry. These actions, happen involuntarily, are ordained by divine force, and they are needed for your internal cleansing and readying you for further progress.
You may also experience vibrations, see bright lights, colors or even have visions or revelations of the past and future events. These are indications that you are progressing well on the spiritual path.
However, if you do not experience any yogic postures or see visions, it does not mean that are not making progress. In all probability, the divine force awakened in you has perhaps decided that you don’t need these experiences,
You will notice that your meditation will come to an end automatically exactly when you reach the time limit you had set mentally prior to starting meditation.
Siddha Yoga In Short:
Anyone of any religion, creed, color, country
Anytime morning, noon, evening, night
Any duration 5, 10, 12, 15, 30 minutes. For as much time as you like.
Anywhere office, hosme, bus, train
Anyplace on chair, bed, floor, sofa
Any position cross-legged, lying down, sitting on chair
Any age child, young, middle-aged, old
Any disease physical, mental and freedom from any kind of addiction
Any stress related to family, business, work
Let me experience you feel in your body by this method ????????
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Recently, one of my clients asked me how to change Excel’s Pivot Table Grouping to reflect a Fiscal Year. I know many corporations and non-profit organizations operate on a Fiscal Year. Excel, by default, groups Quarters based on a Calendar Year. So, I created this video to demonstrate the steps to take to make this change. Even if you do not need to change to a FY, you will get a few tips about how to change the “order” of your values in a Pivot Table, As always, I invite you to visit my website – www.thecompanyrocks.com/excels – to view all of my video lessons and to read the step-by-step instructions for the exercise. Thank you for watching! Danny
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