Im 15 almost 16 about to break. Im in too much trouble!!!!!! just kill me pleasE!!?

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I’m 15 almost 16.
I have 13 Misdominors.
2 Felonys.
I have been in and out of lock up since I was 14.
I have been to 3 different treatment programs.
I have A.D.D./Manic Depression/ and social anxiety.
Was raped when I was 14 and police were unable to do anything about it because they found out while i was locked up that he went back to mexico, and he was 34 years old with a wife and kids.
I have an physically abusive dad that abused me and my older sisters whom are now out of the house.
I have trust issues, i cant trust any guys my last boyfriend cheated on me with 5 girls.
My mom cant afford counceling or medication.
My sister is in and out of jail too, she has two kids and an abusive husband and they are both addicted to pain pills- Methadone, and alcohol.
My brother has AIDS from a dirty heroin needle and refuses to take his medication because he wants to die, he is addicted to heroin. The say my sexuality is out of control because i will do it when i get really messed up with 3 guys at once doing it 10 times and letting them ejaculate inside of me..
my current addictions are- cough medicine, alcohol, cigarettes, unprotected sex and weed.
I dropped out of school because I cant do it. My A.d.d is too severe. I am on probation so i have to have some form of school so they put me in adult ed. and I havent been going at all for 3 months and my mom doesnt know i havent been going, and once my judge finds out i will have another charge for violation my probation, but i just cant do it. Cutting my arms with scissors or punching the wall calms me down.. The only people i hang out with are people who like to do bad things because “Im that girl your parents told you to stay away from” I grew up in a home with my older sister always being in trouble, getting pregnant at 16.. While I was growing up my parents never EVER said “I love you”… im in tears right now just from typing that..

My court date is March 18th and they will be putting me in community placement, im not sure what that is but it sounds like foster care!

i dont have any good friend to talk to about this and i cant talk to my mom or meth-addicted dad about any of this… i need help.. please?
i am also a theif, big time. i steal money from anyone and my theft charges are stealing cough medicine. i drink alcohol a lot and i always end up drinking too much.. that ive woken up and my friends told me that i had slept with multiple people in one night. i will do any drug i can get, and do multiple drugs at once..

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I heard that Ecstasy is almost always cut with methamphetamine?

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I heard that Ecstasy is always cut to make it go further and now that methamphetamine has become more popular and is really cheap methamphetamine is being used to cut Ecstasy. And everyone seems to have their own idea of MD-MA or what Ecstasy is — and what it is or is never cut with.

I hear it is all cut and anyone that says they have pure is probably full of shit.

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How to Hack/Cheat almost any Flash Game (Netlog, Facebook, …)

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derroteblitz.wordpress.com Update 3/12/09: Netlog updated the game and obfuscated the code, hence new hex values are needed (scroll down) The current version you get from Netlog look totally different compared to the version you see in the video, but I hope you can still use it as example how the hacking Flash games generally works. (Hey, Suckolino are you stupid enough to copy my values from 3/12/ again?!) Update 19/11/09: If you don’t follow the tutorial step by step and want to try the cheat right ahead use this values for search and replace use: 2561cb02d211270000 4b61cb02d211270000* *Personal note: It’s no fun to see as*h*les stealing my work without credits. One of them even copied a non-working value from this description (value now corrected) and did not even notice it does not work very well. First he created copycats of my videos released prior to this. He learned how to cheat at Netlog games from this tutorial and since than the SWF decompiler is visible on his desktop. But that not evidence enough for as*sh*le to admit the stealing. I wanted to share knowledge, but I can’t get used to the fact that wannabes just grab what they want and pretend it’s there own work. The software used in the video: hxd: mh-nexus.de Compress/Decompress SWF-Files: www.buraks.com SWF Decompiler: www.sothink.com — Of course there are other products that work just as well. Decompiler and Decompresser: www.dcomsoft.com My favorite Hex editor: www.winhex.com A cool Action/AIR

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